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The celebrations are lighter this year than they have been. The scars are less obvious with each passing year. I'll never forget what I lost, and neither will Cleraine ... but this is only healing. Mother would be glad to see it, I believe.

I have so much to think about, right now. Why is it that I keep coming back to -- whether he will attend tonight, or not.

I still wish you were here, Mother. Every day. I'm sorry.